MyLifeReallySux

2010-02-05T19:58:00.002+08:00

DEAR ALL, I'VE SHIFTED MY BLOG. NO LONGER USING BLOGSPOT!

ASK ME PERSONALLY FOR MY NEW URL ~

2009-12-29T21:24:00.002+08:00

SUCKS. I ONLY CALLED YOU OUT OF CONCERN AND THIS IS WHAT I GET! TRULY, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE PISSED AT ME. YEAH, SO WHAT IF I DUN LIKE YOUR BF.. COS I LIKE YOU, IT'S ONLY NATURAL THAT I WILL FEEL THAT WAY.

IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW SMALL YOU MADE ME FEEL. SUCKS. HATE MYSELF.

2009-12-26T10:59:00.020+08:00

Had the most enjoyable x'mas eve with Victor and new found friend, who is Vic's god-bro... Cute little Yong Jie! ;) We had an awesome time all day long! Initially, our plan was to head out to Sentosa with the Saturday nite bitches but the weather wasn't on our side. Instead, we just went to VivoCity. The others were already at the beach.... but the three of us couldn't be there cos of our attire.. so we told them that we weren't going to meet them. So sorry yeah, guys? love you all~

We then head out to town to have our dinner. We had our favourite 'Ayam Penyet' and lucky plaza. It was Yong Jie's first time eating it... he was excited. And as usual, Victor eats the most chilli! -.-'

Then we went to Ion to just window shop, bitch and walk around. When it was about time, we head to the streets for the x'mas countdown. My my my.... It was like some mass orgy down there.. uber crowded! Those foreign workers (you know which type la) were soooooo goddamn irritating!!! Keep pushing here and there... Victor had to be the one to shout at everybody to move on and stop pushing! haha.. *hero* LOL!!! There was this one foreign worker who stood behind me, and we were all squeezing... but he was so closed to me and i started to feel very uncomfortable. I told Vic and he grabbed me and put me infront of him so dun let that eewweewewewewewew touch me anyhow! hahaha...Thanks, Vic! ~

Meet up soon again, guys! miss ya!!^^

2009-12-18T16:03:00.003+08:00

Ah.... finally, i am back to blogging! Life has been full of surprises recently. For the past few weeks, i've been hanging out with Victor. Really nice guy and fun to hang out with. Though in front of others he like to bully me, but if it's just the both of us... he's damn sweet. I am happy that my close friends aka Saturday Night Bitches are now friends with Victor too! Honestly, i think i've been hanging too much with Victor. I don't want people to get the wrong idea between us... and most importantly, i don't want to be the 'third party' image between Victor and his partner. Seriously........ but come to think about it, the feelings i have right now is really very confusing and it sucks big time! Victor may see me a normal friend... but does he know about the impact he has made into my life?

Whatever it is Victor, i appreciate every moment i spend with you, from the time we first met, to the concert we went to, and the one i remembered the most was when we were at your void deck with you helping me out on my PR assignment and cooking instant noodles there! It was fun.... and i was surprised when you passed me your little torchlight you had for 10 years, knowing that i am afraid of the dark. Well, hope you come back to Singapore soon!! Must wait till Monday.... Hurry.. let's eat our favourite 'ayam penyet' again! >.<

oh.. and Sentosa's waiting for us, man!!!!! wanna try your "secret" tanning lotion! LOL.

2009-11-18T22:53:00.011+08:00

Had the most enjoyable night so far this month! haha! Went out with Victor Neo to chill and we tried to catch the meteor shower since it WAS best viewed in the western part of the Island... In the end, we didn't see any... It's either us, or the meteor... cos the both of us were busy gossiping, disturbing one another and competing against one another on the iPhone Games! =.=' I'm officially Victor's Jurong Princess... whatever eh!!! STUPID PIG!!!haha. i like to call him PIG.. cos he's FAT...

this is wad we survived on for the night.. so poor thing rite? =(

CHOYA!!! I'm sooo in love with it!

Vic's bag is so cool.. check out the strap!

FAT PIG EATING CHIPS ALL NITE LONG! TSK~

See his tummy! haha.. PIG!

Thanks Vic for the company.. i enjoyed it! And, our usual Beef Noodle soon ok?

2009-11-18T22:08:00.022+08:00

Like finally, the pictures from ITE Concert Band's Musica Fantasia IV are here! I was like sooooooo lazy to upload them! Here's my big bassoon debut.. the whole band sounded nice! Thanks everyone for your support! =) It was my first concert playing the bassoon, and as the president of the band! I thank my committee members for working so hard to organize and rush the last minute works! But hey, we sounded very good! Thank you, my dear Ex-Cos'!

2009-11-02T00:12:00.035+08:00

SWSY's Press Play II was a blast! Had fun, enjoyed myself very much and thanks to dearest friends for coming down to the concert. In conjuction with Halloween, we were asked to dress up for the second half of the concert! haha.. It was fun... all i can say is, BOOMZ! It was nice making new friends, and i loooove to show that 'Fian's 38 Face' to everyone... now everybody is learning it! haha.. hmm~ Here are the pics, there are more at my facebook.. Enjoy!

little kids playing 'concentration'

with Chin Hong >.<

with Johan.. *screams kakak!*

with Junhao!!! >.<

Shan ^^

with YunRui.

Valerie~

with Charmaine.

the ITE Band peeps.

Wendy!

with Jerome :)

my finger bending partner, Elias.

Swee Ling! :)

my SL, ChunHui! +D

Fifi!!!

do you like Red, zebra or leopard preenz?? BOOMZ~

silly boy, Joeven. or should i say FAT! >.<

Eileen!!!

with Jerome..again~

*argh!!!*

lower woodwinds! :)

clarinets!! ^^

Jonathan. who's supposed to be a witch~

with Xue Ling~

Nicole, cutie~

Alexis ^^

with Joel.. was kinda shy to take pic wit him >.<

Jon and Shan! haha

Melvin & Siying! Love the both of them!!! BOOMZ, peeps!!

That's it for SWSY Press Play II! Next week, ITE Band's Musica Fantasia IV!!!

And... Bobby's back!!! yay!!! Finally. 3 weeks of loneliness.. You're finally home!! :) sarangae~

2009-10-25T19:31:00.002+08:00

counting down, and waiting patiently. 7 days more to go! love you, dear!

2009-10-17T12:01:00.008+08:00

I'm so going gaga over SHINee's comeback song!!! Ring Ding Dong!!! So hot!!!!!! Everyone of them with their new manly image! Damn, so hot!!! And Jonghyun never fails to mesmerize me with his charm! Argh!!!

Check out their MV! DAMN HOT!!! :)

SHINee, hwaiting! Jonghyun, saranghae! <3

2009-10-12T23:56:00.004+08:00

I seriously hate this semester's time table! Everyday i will end school like at 5pm!!! I won't have time to watch my Music Bank!!!! Roar!

And i will be flying solo for 3 weeks. Cos dear dear on holiday!!! Sian.. So long.. would like have to wait for dear dear's return! 21 days!!!! I just want you to return back home safely ok? I miss you already... shit. crying now!

Really miss your company.. and your silly jokes. Saranghae, dear.

Please please please come back soon ok? I'm here waiting. 3 weeks will pass by very fast. I know. Silly boy loves you! <3

was listening to 'kissing you' by SNSD

2009-10-01T21:24:00.004+08:00

DAMN.. IS HE STUPID OR WHAT? SINCE WHEN HAVE I EVEN DENY? GOD.. YOU'RE JUST STUPID.. AND DID I IGNORE YOU? NO I DIDN'T?! LIKE HELLO... READ MY POSTS WILL YOU. I'M LIKE BITCHING ABOUT YOU EVERY TIME YOU SPOUT NONSENSE HERE.. IS THAT IGNORING YOU? NO, IT ISN'T! DAMN.. ARE YOU JUST PLAIN STUPID OR WHAT?

SERIOUSLY.. FIX THAT TEETH FIRST WHILE YOU CAN. AND LISTEN. I'D RATHER SETTLE FOR A FIST FIGHT WITH YOU, RATHER THEN YOU SPOUTING CRAP ON MY TAGBOARD. DAMN.... ARE YOU A MAN? WELL, I MAY BE WHAT I AM.. BUT I SEE STILL MYSELF AS A MAN.. DO YOU? NAH.. DON'T THINK SO! YOU'RE JUST SO COWARD AND TRULY AFRAID TO FIGHT PHYSICALLY WITH ME. LIKE COME ON! I'M WAITING!! SO BORING.. I NEED A FIGHT.. THAT IS IF YOU'RE SCARED... WAIT.. I THINK YOU ARE.. COS YOU'RE A FUCKING FAGGOT WHO IS SO COWARDLY.

WELL, AT LEAST IF I AM AJ I AM WAY BETTER LOOKING THEN YOU? COME ON... LOOK INTO THE MIRROR FIRST BEFORE YOU COME HERE! DAMN... YOU'RE JUST SO GODDAMN UGLY. DAMN, YOU'RE SO BLACKLISTED IN THE AJ CIRCLE.. HAHA! LET ME TELL YOU, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED...

PS. YOU GOTTA DO BETTER TO BRING ME DOWN.. COS I'M FIAN! (=

2009-10-01T08:10:00.002+08:00

Exam results are out! Finally!!!

Event Management- A

Office Administration - A

Good job Fian!! Work even harder next semester!! :)

2009-09-30T00:46:00.002+08:00

OMG.. GUESS WHO'S BACK EVERYONE???? YEAP.. IT'S THAT LOSER WHO TRIED TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE BUT FAILED COUNTLESS TIMES... HAHA.. THE JOKE'S ON HIM.

SEE MY TAGBOARD.. CAN YOU BELIEVE WHAT HE ACTUALLY TYPED THERE? LIKE COME ON LOSER... YOU HAVE NOT BEEN CATCHING UP WITH MY LIFE, THEN SUDDENLY SPOUT THIS NONSENSE? PLEASE, READ ALL MY POSTINGS LA.. I AM HAPPILY SEEING THIS GUY NAMED BOBBY NG. WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?

WELL, AT LEAST I DON'T HIDE MY SEXUALITY AND I AM OPENED TO ALL MY FRIENDS AROUND ME. LET ME TELL YOU THIS, I AM PROUD OF THE WAY I AM NOW, AND I LOVE BEING WHAT I AM NOW. SO, IF YOU COULD JUST BACK OFF AND CARRY ON WITH YOUR MISERABLE LIFE I WOULD BE HAPPY. SO, PLEASE FIX THAT UGLY TEETH OF YOURS AS SOON AS YOU CAN... YEAH. I KNOW YOU'RE GOING TO DO THAT. NEXT TIME DON'T BE JEALOUS THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE HAPPY WITH THEIR PARTNERS.

TAKE NOTE, I HAVE BIGGER MARKET VALUE THEN YOU IN THIS CIRCLE, AND I HAVE LOADS OF WELL KNOWN FRIENDS IN THIS CIRCLE TOO. SO BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT ME NEXT TIME.. COS I HAVE EYES, AND SO DO THEY.

2009-09-28T20:34:00.015+08:00

Finally!!! The Formula One night race is over. I spent 3 days under the sun, standing all they way and smiling at patrons. It was so tiring, but the experience i gained was just so marvelous. Learned a lot of things, and saw what not many are able to see. But most importantly, is the friendship we've forged over the last 3 days. Seriously, 3 days isn't enough to know all of you better and i already miss you guys!!! Zone 1, Pit Straight Corporate Access, we rock your socks!!! Saw some famous people there. Saw the Backstreet Boys.. Taufik Batisah were right infront of my face and i helped Jade Seah to the elevator!!!! dang~ Love her body figure! jealous. At least she's way better than the Grid Girls.. like omg. are they a joke? I saw those girls right before me and i was like... ok.. They need serious grooming. No offence.

Had great time laughing with you guys. Especially on the final night of the race, at the elevator when we were just about to finish work! We cracked a lot of jokes, and as usual, they're were stunned by my laughter and flexibility.

Here are some pics.. thank God my phone was with me. At least managed to snap some shots.

From the pit grandstand. Opp is the Pit garage and the paddock club! woots~

Naz, kecoh gile... haha.. crazy her.

Farah... very makcik~

With our group yandao, Chun Kiat!!! Nice guy he is :) *innocent smiles*

Bishan oi!!!~

The team.. with our two beloved supervisors at the front! :)

Zi Ting, or i would call him Adam Chen.. look alike right??

Nearby the paddock, during the race. So loud, that Zi Ting covered his ears.

Before heading home, both look so damn tired. Meow, miss you xD

With this muscle gym dude.. a funny guy he is! He disturbed me by giving me a static handshake! ROAR! Oh, he super act cute but very funny la!!! haha...

miss you guys! :)

2009-09-24T02:10:00.004+08:00

Damn sad. Tears rolled down my face as i think about my dirty past. What a havoc i have been for the past early teenage life of mine.

I seriously think it's damn unfair to rake up my past so you can gain trust from others in order to cover up for your dirty actions. Damn sad...

Dao Qing accompanied me the night on MSN. He told me not to be really bothered by him. It will only run off in like 3 months the most. Hopefully. And the best piece of advise he told me was that i should let Bobby know about my past. DQ told me to stay low these days and clubs are a big NO-NO for me... Sigh.. btw, thanks DQ for the listening ear!

I think it's time to tell Bobby about my past. But i need to muster up and find the courage to speak up to him about that. The only thing now is between me and Bobby... I really hope he wouldn't mind about my past.

Will not think much now. Just wanna have a great escape with Bobby. Somewhere we can be alone.

Haiz... Derek kor kor is leaving for HK later.. for work stuff.. damn worried. He's enlisting soon, still wanna go overseas. Kor, thanks for being there for me.. and i am still touched by your sweet words that day! You're like the bestest god brother I have.. and will be! Thanks, kor... Di wants you to take care when you're there alright? All the best... and press on!

*take care, bro*

2009-09-16T20:45:00.003+08:00

argh..... finally.. i can see things clearly now. I've regained my vision! All thanks to sweet for getting me the glasses. Love you!

Sweet, thanks for everything that you have done for me. Sometimes, i dunno how can i ever repay you. I think the only way to repay you is the sincere love that i can give to you. We have already known each other for about a month now, but i still dun dare to get into a relationship with you.. are you ready? I am so uncertain.. but i wanna love you... in fact, i have already fallen for you... Never mind, let's take baby steps and wait for the day to come. Whatever it is, i love you and i know you care about me. Sweet, I'm yours.

Thanks for the glasses.. i can now see the world clearly.. but most importantly, i can see you face clearer.. Saranghae!

2009-09-14T15:18:00.006+08:00

I'm in love with the latest k-pop girl group!!! f(x) is the sex!!!! Their new song is so addictive!

Everybody, check their song.. 'LA chA TA'

One of the members, Kristal is Jessica's sister.. yeah.. from SNSD. Their voice sounds alike though.. but she look like Yoona or Yuri :)

And i'm so in love with Amber from f(x)! She's the one with short hair and look damn shuai!!! Shame on you boys!! She's so good looking! haha... so androgynous! I so wanna date Amber!!! JUST LOOK AT HOW HANDSOME SHE IS!!!! AMBER, YOU ROCK!!!! :)

2009-09-08T22:15:00.010+08:00

IT'S OFFICIAL... PARK JAEBEOM HAS LEFT 2PM, DUE TO INHUMANE ANTIS AND NETIZENS.... SCREW YOU.. SO HEARTLESS. HE HAS ALREADY APOLOGISED SINCERELY, AND YOU LOW LIFE MUTHA FUCKERS STILL WONT FORGIVE POOR BABY JAY.

HAPPY NOW? HE HAS ALREADY LEFT FOR SEATTLE.. AND COS OF THIS, ANG ANG WOOYOUNG CRIED SO MUCH THAT HE FAINTED AND WAS BROUGHT TO THE HOSPITAL! DAMN YOU ANTIS!! FUCK YOU, MAKING OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE MISERABLE! IF YOU GUYS ARE ANTI IN THE FIRST PLACE, WHY BOTHER DOING A RESEARCH ON PEOPLE'S PRIVATE LIFE AND CAUSE A STIR TO THE WHOLE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY? FUCK YOU!!! JAEBEOM, PLEASE COME BACK... WOOYOUNG, JUNSU, JUNHO, NICK, TAEC AND CHANGSUNG CAN'T DO WITHOUT THEIR PRECIOUS LEADJA! GRANDPA JAY... PLEASE COME BACK. 2PM ISNT 2PM WITHOUT LEADJA!!! YOU'RE THE LEADER.... 2PM NEEDS YOU...

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM SO AFFECTED BY ENTERTAINMENT NEWS MAN! DEEPLY HEARTBROKEN... ='(

LET'S ENJOY SOME MOMENTS OF JAY.. A SPECIAL TRIBUTE FROM ME... A DIE HARDCORE FAN OF PARK JAEBEOM... I LOVE YOU!

your smile will always be etched in my heart!

will miss your abs, smile and your voice

will miss that hair too, dear.

2pm.. when they first debuted.

your smile is loved. pls come back, dear.

2009-09-07T13:44:00.003+08:00

One month already liao le!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

I am so thankful for this friendship and i really appreciate you, sweet! Thanks for always being there for me though you're always busy with your work place! Am really glad that i met someone like you. I mean, what more could i ask for? :)

I still remember clearly how we met! 090809- Zirca! Was dancing with Jojo kor kor then saw u dancing with your friends... then kor pushed me to you and you grabbed me so i won't fall.. and that's when we started to break the ice and danced all nite long.

Still remember when you carried me!haha.. you're so strong. gosh! >.<

After clubbing, we had prata for supper nearby.. yeah.. prata costs $100 eh? =.=' silly you.. haha.. so lame. but cute! haha. Then it was off to your place to spend the night at. Love your home. Feel so warm.. DUE TO MATURE THEMES, THERE WON'T BE ANY DETAILS OF WHAT I DID AT HIS PLACE.

Next morning, we went down for breakfast and the beancurd was so yummy! Hhaha.. love it.. And then you send me off to my place.

Thanks a lot, Bobby! Nice knowing you.... see you anytime soon. gotta fix my vision!
muacks~

2009-09-05T01:27:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i don't know what to feel right now... Just out of a sudden, i feel very very small.. It's like i am so inferior to my surroundings and the people around me.

Look at me, even my hands are not properly placed against the keyboard now.. it hurts... why? Stupid!!! Feeling like a retard. Hate it, i hate it.. i fucking abhor it!

Exams, faster come so it will be done and over with so i can concentrate on band practices and most importantly, him. Yes... i really miss him a lot! Never mind.. can get to see him next week, i hope.

departing soon. goodbye, all!

2009-09-01T13:40:00.002+08:00

Remember on my previous post, i mentioned something about marfan syndrome.. I think i might have it.. cos i do have some signs of it.. well, here's more on marfan syndrome.

Marfan syndrome is a heritable condition that affects the connective tissue. The primary purpose of connective tissue is to hold the body together and provide a framework for growth and development. In Marfan syndrome, the connective tissue is defective and does not act as it should. Because connective tissue is found throughout the body, Marfan syndrome can affect many body systems, including the skeleton, eyes, heart and blood vessels, nervous system, skin, and lungs.

Marfan syndrome affects men, women, and children, and has been found among people of all races and ethnic backgrounds. It is estimated that at least 1 in 5,000 people in the United States have the disorder.

The body systems most often affected by Marfan syndrome are:

Skeleton--People with Marfan syndrome are typically very tall, slender, and loose jointed. Since Marfan syndrome affects the long bones of the skeleton, arms, legs, fingers, and toes may be disproportionately long in relation to the rest of the body. A person with Marfan syndrome often has a long, narrow face, and the roof of the mouth may be arched, causing the teeth to be crowded. Other skeletal abnormalities include a sternum (breastbone) that is either protruding or indented, curvature of the spine (scoliosis), and flat feet.
Eyes--More than half of all people with Marfan syndrome experience dislocation of one or both lenses of the eye. The lens may be slightly higher or lower than normal and may be shifted off to one side. The dislocation may be minimal, or it may be pronounced and obvious. Retinal detachment is a possible serious complication of this disorder. Many people with Marfan syndrome are also nearsighted (myopic), and some can develop early glaucoma (high pressure within the eye) or cataracts (the eye's lens loses its clearness).
Heart and blood vessels (cardiovascular system)--Most people with Marfan syndrome have abnormalities associated with the heart and blood vessels. Because of faulty connective tissue, the wall of the aorta (the large artery that carries blood from the heart to the rest of the body) may be weakened and stretch, a process called aortic dilatation. Aortic dilatation increases the risk that the aorta will tear (aortic dissection) or rupture, causing serious heart problems or sometimes sudden death. Sometimes, defects in heart valves can also cause problems. In some cases, certain valves may leak, creating a "heart murmur," which a doctor can hear with a stethoscope. Small leaks may not result in any symptoms, but larger ones may cause shortness of breath, fatigue, and palpitations (a very fast or irregular heart rate).
Nervous system--The brain and spinal cord are surrounded by fluid contained by a membrane called the dura, which is composed of connective tissue. As people with Marfan syndrome get older, the dura often weakens and stretches, then begins to weigh on the vertebrae in the lower spine and wear away the bone surrounding the spinal cord. This is called dural ectasia. These changes may cause only mild discomfort or may lead to radiated pain in the abdomen or to pain, numbness, or weakness of the legs.
Skin--Many people with Marfan syndrome develop stretch marks on their skin, even without any weight change. These stretch marks can occur at any age and pose no health risk. However, people with Marfan syndrome are also at increased risk for developing an abdominal or inguinal hernia where a bulge develops that contains part of the intestines.
Lungs--Although connective tissue abnormalities make the tiny air sacs within the lungs less elastic, people with Marfan syndrome generally do not experience noticeable problems with their lungs. If, however, these tiny air sacs become stretched or swollen, the risk of lung collapse may increase. Rarely, people with Marfan syndrome may have sleep-related breathing disorders such as snoring or sleep apnea (a sleep disorder characterized by brief periods when breathing stops).

I dunno if i really have this illness ='( Sigh.....

source: http://www.medicinenet.com/marfan_syndrome/article.htm

2009-08-30T22:08:00.004+08:00

Today break fast with Doctor Kay at Manhattan Fish Market @ Central Clarke Quay. WOW!!!!! I am sooooooo in love with MFM! Like totally hundred times better than Fish & Co.! hahaha.. Should eat there again.. but with you-know-who!

Kay said that I might have Marfan's Syndrome cos of my hyper-flexible joints. He said that he has never come across a patient like me... My condition was extremely rare. You tell me, who can bend his finger backwards without any pain?! I have yet to meet anyone with the same ability as me. like totally. He told me to higlight these points when i go for my pre-enlistment check up so that they won't post me to combat! hahaha.. Cos my joints and bones are extremely fragile and i can get hurt easily under intense pressure.

Anyways, I'm so addicted to this song by Brown Eyed Girls! 'Abracadabra'... super sexy la!!! i love the dance!!! Boys, don't drool! This is only the stage version.. must check the MV.. .SUPER HOT!!

2009-08-26T21:14:00.009+08:00

Here are some of the pics from TAB Day! Thanks to whoever this photo belongs to^^

Army Daze Recruits! POP!!!

Army Daze casts!

ISR!

pics with the clique xD

TAB Day was great!!! Thanks ISR^^

2009-08-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

argh.. finally.. EVM project is done.. Today was the execution day.. TAB Day was great!!! Rock on ISR! :)

Exams are like coming and I'm still not in my study mood!!! Soooooooooo much to study for event management and office admin!! ='( Really need to sit down and study and stop facebook-ing and enjoying my Wild Bunny 2pm shows! no...... i need to see my 2pm hyungs!!! >.<

OK, saw this picture in my facebook.. uploaded by my fav. DJ.. DJ George Leong! I'm sure some of you have seen this. haha

spot me if you can! LOL.... haha.. will remember that night. It was at Zirca. The night when i met Bobby on the dance floor.. *misses* Bobby oh Bobby.... LOL! this is not an infatuation! :)

2009-08-23T18:19:00.003+08:00

It's the fasting month! Yay!!! good time to lose weight!

Movie with Bobby last week was great. We watched "last house on the left" It was very gore but a bit too dramatic. Overall, it was a nice movie. Must watch! I like the story line. So suay la.. sat next to another aj couple=.='

It was great to spend time with Bobby.. so aunty la he.. haha.. but still cute! LOL.. We saw Huang Biren and Zhang Yaodong at the foodcourt.. was thinking how come YD was with Biren's family.... then Bobby said, "jie di lian" haha! then i laughed my ass off la.. Bobby is so mean. LOL.

I so wanna catch another movie with Bobby again... 'The Final Destination', i'm sooooooooo coming!!! hahah

2009-08-16T00:59:00.003+08:00

A tiring day indeed it was today! Had band prac in the morning, then after that went to Marina Square for lunch. Then it was the F1 site recce. Met up at Suntec City, and it was kinda boring. haha... but oh well..

Thank you Koonie, Haziq and Afizan for waiting on me and looking after my bassoon for 3 long hours. So sorry! >.<

After that, went to meet Bobby for dinner at Marina Square! He's so nice, saw me suddenly took my bassoon and carry it without me asking him to. He got initiative. So sweet! :P Initially, i wanted laksa, the stall nearer to where we were seated had their laksa all sold out, so he walked around the entire food court just to find a laksa for me. Then in the end, i told him it's ok... I will eat whatever he's eating. Ain't he sweet? So, we both ate Curry Chicken Noodle! :D Then, he wanted to drink bubble tea.. haha. so he got himself a cup and we shared>.<

Walked around and we went to the area whereby you can win the soft plushie toys through luck. He tried sooooo many times and changed soooooooooo many coins just to get that cute little bear. In the end, i told him it's ok.. don't need waste money on such stuffs. Bobby is really great! :D Miss you alot le.......

Bye~

2009-08-13T19:52:00.003+08:00

I dunno... I just feel that i've been stereotyped. It's just so sudden. I mean, it's not like i was forced to be in this circle. This is my belief, and you people have no rights to make fun of me all day long. No, I am not talking about the army daze thingy. That's nothing.

Some people think it's funny being like this. I mean, do they know how i suffered when i was still in the closet? It was not that easy ok? I went through a lot emotionally and here you are, making fun of me cause of my beliefs. I thought pink dot was a success.... maybe not?~

Ask yourselves, have i ever made fun of you heterosexuals? Is it really abnormal to see someone like me? I really don' get it! Laughing at people like me is like laughing at your own nation. Singapore is unique cos of people like us. We make things colorful, but you people seemed to discriminate and despise us cos of our believe. As a person, i think everyone has the freedom to love. Happiness counts...

Even other people in this circle do not get laughed at when they're in the army. There are even some high ranking officers who are just like me. But they do get respect of the people around them. Then, why can't i? Aren't we all the same?

2009-08-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

argh........ i fucking miss you already! it has only been a day without you and i already feel weird )=

miss dancing with you!

miss talking crap with you!

miss eating prata for supper with you!

miss lying on bed with you!

miss having beancurd for breakfast with you!

I FREAKING MISS YOU SO MUCH! CAN'T WAIT FOR MOVIE DATE! :)

2009-08-10T10:24:00.004+08:00

Just got home after a nite of wild fun @ Zirca! Didn't get to see my uncle but saw you-know-who! Whatever... He asked me, "Hey, how are you... ok?" I answered, "Yeah, I am fine" and 'diao' him. That's what you get for making my life miserable.

I must say, Zirca was happening last night. The queue was sooooooooooo freaking long, but luckily i was on the guest list. Managed to get in. The club was so packed and the atmosphere was fine. Minutes later, the event started. It was 'Hunks in Trunks & Undergears' LOL! Was standing near the platform and how i wish i could lay my hands on those hard rock abs! =.=' They were all so fine and yummy. Hahha!

Was dancing and getting high! While dancing, out of a sudden, i danced with this stranger. It was kinda akward at first, but we kept dancing and he started to hold me. Whenever the gas comes out, he'll like blow it away and cover my face using his shoulders xD We were dancing on the edge of the platform and since it was crowded, there are times when i was almost pushed down. He would quickly grabbed me and hold me tight. LOL! Halfway dancing, the show started again... the hunks in trunks were on stage. He knew that i wanted to see, but we were at the back.. He then decided to carry me so i can have a view. Isn't he sweet? We were exhausted and decided to have a drink and rest. We did a proper introduction and his name is Bobby^^ He's 10 years older than me.. means he's 29. A friendly guy he is. And kinda cute... and he doesn't even look like aj one bit! :)

Back to the dance floor... This time round, it was purely dirty dancing from the both of us. Since that we've break the ice, we were dancing like horny bastards. LOL. While dancing i thought, "it has really been awhile since i enjoyed while dancing..." Both of us were in the mood and kept dancing... It was 3.30am and we decided to take our leave. We didn't want to leave after everything was ended cos the crowd was so packed. We left and exchanged numbers xD Bobby wanted supper and we were thinking prata. I thought we were walking there, but in fact he drives! So he drove us to have some prata. Supper was great. Prata was crispy! But the girl sitting next to our table kept looking at me. =.=' It's like she knows that i am. WTF! Dun give a damn. After supper, Bobby asked me where i wanted to go. I was like anywhere is fine. Then, he brought me back to his place to spend the night xD

He stays in the suburbs, and his place to Marina Bay area is only like 5 minutes away! Isn't that freaking cool? LOL. Reached his place, and everyone else was sleeping. Slept like babies lor the both of us. Haha. We were supposed to wake up at 8, but we were both lazy to get up. Instead, we woke up around 9.30 this morning. Washed up, and went down for breakfast! Beancurd was great. Didn't know that he liked it too :) After that, he drove me home and here i am blogging.

It was nice knowing Bobby for the night. Hope to see him soon! :) Thanks for everything Bobby..

2009-08-08T01:32:00.003+08:00

Hello! It has been a while since i really sit down and blogged! So lazy to do so! haha! Guess I'm in a mood for that tonight!

OK, alot of things have been happening to and around me. I dare to say that i went through alot emotionally. Sometimes, things just don't go the way you have always wanted it to be. Never mind, not gonna bother anymore. *sings 'I don't care*

I believe in karma.... what comes around goes around. And what goes up must come down. Recently, met a nice fella. An air steward. $________$ LOL! Ray's nice. Met him for supper, and gosh... you should look at the stuffs he carry... Gucci bag, LV Hp pouch and the list goes on. Though his car is quite messy! Ray is extremely nice... I can see that he is super sincere. Not your common aj guys. Thanks to him, he made me realized how important my life is. He'll talk sense with you. I mean, after all these years... I'm such a slut. I should change. Ray's right. You can never get too lucky...

He even told me a heart wrenching story about a friend of his. Very saddening. A friend of his was brought to a _______ by another guy. Ray's friend is 21 and drop dead gorgeous. Anyone would just wanna eat him. He was also a virgin and that night was his first time. So, without protection they had intercourse. Ray's friend was in pain and he couldn't move. The guy who did it with him had already left... Ray's friend was lying motionless and other patrons of the spa saw him and decided to try him. He was screwed umpteen times..God knows how many! By the time it happened, his anus was already bleeding. He was panicked when he bled excessively and he decided to find Ray. Even Ray was surprised to see that. Ray took him to a hotel and and looked after him. Gave him a bath and consoled him. He had no idea what to tell his mother.. When his parents know about it, they were upset of course. What's worse is that they come from a normal income family and now his parents terminated his telephone line and he is forbidden to leave the house without his parents. It's really saddening to hear such a tragedy. He's only 21, with a bright future ahead.

To all my pink friends, becareful who you're playing with. If best, try to stick to one partner. Even to my straight friends, multiple sex partners is a big NO-NO! Take care, and please play safe. Actually, even oral sex has its risks.

The long weekends is finally here! Can't wait for sunday! Zirca with my dear god bro and friends!:) his treat~ hahah! thanks! oh no! Don't tell me i will see my uncle there! hahah!!! even if he's there, cool! i can boast that he's my uncle and he's COOL!

*was listening to "Tell Me Your Wish" by SNSD*
ps. Dom-Dom is sooooo cute xD

2009-08-02T20:12:00.003+08:00

Finally, things are settled between me and him. The process was so tough and heart breaking. Keep crying and crying but it was all worth it. It was really nice to have a man-to-man talk and get stuffs done so we both understand and not get hurt furthermore.

I appreciate for what Song Hua has done for me and it was nice knowing him. But maybe somethings would not go your way. I get it... He thought me to think rationally and be more mature next time.

Thank God we're still friends now and will be so even in the next million years. Thank you Song Hua, you made my life colourful and fun at least. *FRIENDS FOREVER*

thank you!

2009-07-31T19:37:00.003+08:00

Just watched Music Bank at ch 173! I freaking hate groups like 4minute and T-ara! SO PLASTIC! and i can't believe 4minute's 'HOT ISSUE' came before 2PM'S 'I HATE YOU'! like what the fuck?!

Today's winner was 2ne1! I'm now addicted to their song, 'I DON'T CARE' So nice! The MV is cool and it really relates to how am i feeling right now. I don't care!

2009-07-28T21:02:00.003+08:00

I do not know what is wrong with me. Been having this bad headache for the past few days. And this isn't the first time I'm feeling like this. I suspect it's something bad. Oh well, even if that's the case it would bring peace to some people's lives. Am i right, Qi En? People, I'm warning you. Don't meet Qi En. He used and abandoned me. And the best part is that i still regard him as my brother. Fuck off la ok? I fucking hate you, Qi En.

I've been so moody these few days. Fuck those people who don't appreciate my kindness and sincerity. It's not my loss, it's yours. Can't wait to meet some new people! yay! :)

Today school was fine. Lesson as usual then had to do presentation for Lifeskills. Gave a talk about pinkdot and LGBT. Hahaha.. so paiseh! But i guess the class understood more about the LGBT in Sg even more.

I still miss sergeant. )= i dunno... i am confused about us. Oh well, don't wanna think about it. The more i do, the more i can't control my emotions. Sigh. I miss you still...

2009-07-27T12:17:00.004+08:00

I'm so in love with this song by 2PM, Niga mibda(i hate you)... So nice! Love the cool moves! I dedicate this song to someone, cos I hate you! bleah :P

Niga Mibda-2pm
Hanbun duh neh mameul arajwuh
Nul wihan noonmooreul badajwuh
Sarangeun barajido anatdun
Ggeutnan yehgi da jinan yehgi yeah~

Niga miwuh jookgetda (irun niga duh)
Nehga shiruh jookgetda (irun nehga duh)
Hanbunman duh naleul dun hanbun duh balabwa
Now I'm crying

Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Irun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Irun nehga nan nan shilta

Dorasun ni mameul mumchwuhjwuh
Nul boneun noonbicheul badajwuh
Sarangeun barajido anatdun
Ggeutnan yehgi da jinan yehgi, yeah~

Niga miwuh jookgetda (irun niga duh)
Nehga shilluh jookgetda (irun nehga duh)
Hanbunman duh naleul dun hanbun duh barabwa
Now I'm crying

Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Irun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilta michidolok nehga shilta nul...
Irun nehga nan nan shilta

Baby come back to my world
Come back and be my girl
Geuluhchi aneumyun naneun nul jookdolok miwuhhal gul ara
Nul saranghetdun maeumi mi oomeulo modoo da baggwigi juneh
Dolawa uhsuh negeh jalmot hetdago uhsuh yehgiheh

Hanbun duh nareul balabwa noon machoogo
Hanbun duh nareul anabwa ib machoogo
Hanbun duh hanbun duh naleul barabwa
Na na nal barabwa

Niga mibda joogeul mankeum niga mibda
Shilda michidolok nehga shilda nul...
Ilun nehga nan nan shilda
Mibda mibda shilta shilta
Michidolok nul... ilun nehga nan nan shilta

2009-07-25T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Sorry if i have not been updating.Com is down at home! So sad! haha... I'm already done with my LPD ppt presentation! Like finally! ahha..

Yesterday was fun. Had class bonding session at Seoul Garden, Marina Square. Overall, it was fun. We ate to our hearts' content and enjoyed the laughter.

Took alot of pictures, but will only update them once com is fixed. But you guys can view them in my facebook, as there are some being tagged by my dear friends^^

Anyways, I'm now in starbucks Millenia Walk. So peaceful here... alot of eye candies! xD Argh..... miss too many people la!!! So many friends in NS.. so hard to meet them, even after their book out. Can't wait to meet some of my "army boy-friends" la!!!! =.='

Miss you, HSH!(not home sweet home) =.='

2009-07-11T23:31:00.004+08:00

Fian is really happy tonight!!! Hahah!

Early morning, met CK and Desmond for OA project to shoot the video. hah! ^^ After that went home to take a shower and changed. Met Padi, Koonie and Haziq at Marina Square. After that, Kak Fazlin joined us:) haha... and followed by Kai. Got a little birthday card for my army boy... We went to Fullerton One to chill and admire the beautiful scenery and to witness the NDP rehearsal too.

While viewing the fireworks and all, i was waiting for Song Hua to arrive too.. He finally arrived and i bid farewell to the others^^ Poor Song Hua, he was starving when he arrived.. see la, whole day at home dun want eat lunch=.=' Sleep only!!!~ So we walked to Marina Square and he had no idea wad to eat. He's really nice la, he grabbed my hands while crossing the road. Like as if I'm a small boy who doesn't know how to cross the road like that=.=' Hha.. but sweet la.. even though there were alot of people around us. Thanks^^ So we ate at Subway. yay! It wasn't crowded and so relaxing~ wee.......... haha.. after the dinner we walked around.. since it was raining and he wanted to go to PLAY so badly since his friends jio him (like wadeva. im still pissed abt this:/) oh.. it's already the 12th June now... happy birthday Song Hua!!! 20 liao le... no longer a teenager. hahah^^

We walked from City Hall to Chinatown as he wanted to go to club. Then he sent me right to the MRT Station and i gave him a birthday card. He was pretty shocked. Gave him a birthday hug and we bid farewell)= btw, now i really know how it feels like to be stared at when you're getting all lovey-dovey in public. Yes, the society still dun accept us... but who cares? It's not as if we're planting a bomb near your mother fucking face and threatened to kill your miserable lives?=.='

I wonder when will be the next time i will get to see him again? He's booking in later tonight at 1800 Hours. Sigh. So fast... Another week coming, another phase of missing-you-life-cycle! Sian la!!!!

ily alot la!!! :) haha.. oh, thanks to Kai and Koonie for helping me out with the birthday card! haha^^

oh... one more thing!!! MEGAN FOX IS A DUDE, MAN! COOL SHIT... BUT SO EFFING WEIRD! LIKE I'VE NO COMMENTS>.<

2009-07-09T19:47:00.003+08:00

Had F1 training today! Today's training was on guest interaction. Met alot of nice people from campus too... so, made a lot of new friends^^

Can't wait for the Singapore Grand Prix 2009!!!!

Oh dear... i missed to many people in camp already!!!! Miss my sergeant super alot ok?! And then there's TianShun.... all in Tekong le... sian! hurry book out^^ Still got my Qi En kor kor... sigh... hurry meet for supper!!!!

miss you guys alot la!! )=

2009-07-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

I miss you!!!!

you're so booked by me on your next book out! i dun care! hope u had fun flirting with others last week at club. u dun noe how much i remain faithful to you. yeah. take note....

oh, somebody's being childish again. whatever hate tagger. you're soooooooo boring...

2009-06-30T19:02:00.004+08:00

I'm like so happy today!

was working, checking through invoices... then received SMS from somebody. From who? haha! yes, from mr.army boy! :D

This is what he sent me:
"Hehs. I dreamt of u ytd nite arhs, lol. Dreamt that u were with me..."

I was over the moon when i read this message. I was all smiles and couldn't help feel touched. He does remember me after all. I guess it takes time for the both of us to really stick together since he's busy with ns.

I love you, sergeant! take care in camp, hurry book out meet me!!!! miss you loads ;)

2009-06-30T00:02:00.003+08:00

Today spent some time with dear friend, TianShun who just booked out from camp yesterday. And he's booking in later tonight. Oh God, he looked so funny with little hair on him! Imagine an Ah Beng with no hair. Sorry i was late! You waited 2o minutes for me.. pai seh! We watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Before the movie start, we dined at Astons'. Luckily there wasn't any queue! Like whatever ok, the couple next to our table. Think i can't hear what they're gossiping about! ji bai... TianShun damn funny la, keep staring at other people like what.... don't activate your gaydar la! hahaha!

Like Oh my God!!!!!!! The movie was superb la! Like seriously!!! WOW! The effects, the story line, the humour and all the cool machines!! Like wow! Especially the part when Optimus Prime revived! So cool!!!! I don't mind watching the movie again! Like seriously! After the movie, went to walk to Orchard.. haha. walked around... then went to Mc @ Lucky Plaza. Again, we got stares from the the public. Ass la, i hate you society!

Call me weird, but i think Optimus Prime is hot! xD and TianShun, i don't have fetish for electronics! ass! =.=' hahaha!!!! I just find Optimus Prime a big turn on for me... dunno why? haha!

Ok, i dunno what's wrong, but why people keep staring at me today?!! never seen a guy wear skimpy shorts before meh?! ji bai!!! jealous that your legs are as fat as your mother's ass is it? sorry la~

2009-06-28T18:42:00.002+08:00

was in FB, and chatted with Song Hua (no, not the band one!)

Fian

no...................................................

i miss u like hell la

6:08pmSong

ah...

miss u too =)

2009-06-28T17:08:00.029+08:00

Had an enjoyable night! It was the SWSY in Concert and SWS Sax In The City featuring SWS City Swing and Tübinger Saxophon-Ensemble from Germany! City Swing and the Tübinger Saxophon-Ensemble were über cool!!! Here are the pics!!!! and thanks to those who came to support! appreciate it very much!!! :D

SWSY Clarinets!!! :D

Mei Jing!!!!! hahah

Iggy!!

Joeven Silly boy!!! :D

Samuel

Melvin!

ITE Band!

Siying!!! :D

Aaron~

Jonathan!

Shelly, partner in crime!

Peiwen~

Johan

Jeanette

Ling mei and Ching hong at the back!

i took this while ching hong was asleep:D

Fazilah!

Swee Ling.

Xue Ling

YueYuan!!

2009-06-22T15:26:00.022+08:00

Saturday was great! Went to Sentosa with band members to get along together and have fun:) Though not many people didn't joined us, but we still had a blast! Here are the pics.. Enjoy!

Played Captain's Ball! Fun!!!

Took pic with other group! haha.. some played soccer with them! LOL.

LOVE THIS PIC! :)

Overall, we had fun! After everything, we went back to HarbourFront Centre for dinner. Next, Kai and me went to club @ PLAY! lol... Crazy nite ok?! I was super high. And i've still have yet to throw up that 2 jugs of !@#!@#!@$!@#$@$#. LOL. It's still in my body. Oh, yeah... my uncle is the king on the dance floor. He rules:)

2009-06-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

Attachment started today!!! And it sucks can? sooooooooo boring! like how am i gonna survive for the next 2 weeks like this???? argh~ Go to work, sit in cubicle, on pc, start system, update documents, filing, go out buy packet food, come back eat in office, start work again, 4.30 start to pack, off pc, go home. How am i gonna endure this? wth!

Like omg! Can't wait for thursday!!! Yay! :D

2009-06-10T20:34:00.003+08:00

I'm over the rainbow today!!!! Wanna know why????? Cos you've already booked out! Yeepee!!! Can't wait to meet you real soon! miss you loads!

*hugs and kisses*

2009-06-08T23:04:00.009+08:00

PARK JAEBOM
I'm like so head over heels with Park Jaebom from 2pm! Ain't he gorgeous?

Here are some pics for you guys to enjoy and me to drool at! xD

check out his bod!!! *faints*

freaking awesome hair!! :D

Actually, JaeBom looks like those typical aj you see in Sg.. yeah.. those you see in clubs! ahah! well, JaeBom is mine!!!! loves:)

2009-06-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

Song hua, really miss you la! take good care ok?! Nights!!! Hope your throat is all better!!!! GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS! :D

MISS YOU!

2009-06-07T20:55:00.004+08:00

argh......... i really miss you, song hua! (no, not the band song hua!) hahaha!!!! hurry book out!!! can't wait.. have to wait till 28th June.. sigh.. now's like only the 7th June!!! :(

still have to wait like for a 'century' for you!!! omg.. really really miss you la!!!!!!! argh...................................................................................... wonder what you're doing in camp now??? sigh. Faster 28th June.... come here.. quick!!!!!! i really want you to book out like now la!?!?!?!?!?! argh. miss you soooooooooo freaking much can? sob...

I'm counting the days till we get to see each other again. I miss you.. take care, *hugs*

2009-06-04T23:46:00.003+08:00

Oh dear, you stepped on my toe! That's it. I'm gonna rebut! Not gonna sit down and let you insult me like this.

FIRST OF ALL, WHAT HAVE I EVER DID TO YOU? WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? GET THIS, YOU'RE A MOTHER FUCKING COWARD WHO IS TOOOOOOOOOOOO MOTHER FUCKING SCARED TO FACE ME AND SAY ALL THE BAD MOTHER FUCKING INSULTS TO MY FACE, INSTEAD YOU HAVE TO DO IT VIA THE INTERNET. WHERE'S YOUR NETIQUETTE? YOU KNOW WHAT? I GUESS YOU'RE JUST MOTHER FUCKING JEALOUS THAT I HAVE MORE GUYS TO SPEND TIME WITH, RATHER THAN YOU... WHO IS AS UGLY AS YOUR MOTHER FUCKING SHIT. SO SI BEI GUAI LAN, COME HERE KAO PEI KAO BU! EAT YOUR JI BAI LA, MOTHER FUCKING LOSER!

WHAT'S YOUR DEFINITION OF A LADY BOY? YOU'RE JUST PLAIN DUMB, LADY BOY IS SOMEONE WHO WEARS MAKE UP, WEAR DRESSES AND ACTS LIKE A GIRLY GIRL... HAVE YOU SEEN ME LIKE THAT? IF SO, I WOULDN'T HAVE GIRLS LIKING ME TOO EH? YEAH, I'M IN CHARGE OF MY BAND, I HAVE ALL THE RESPONSIBILITIES! BUT I SHARE MY RESPONSIBILITIES WITH MY ASSISTANT AND MY COMMITTEE MEMBERS TOO. THEREFORE I CONCLUDE THAT WHATEVER HAPPENS TO THE BAND IS THE RESULT OF ME AND MY COMMITTEE MEMBERS CODE OF CONDUCT, NOT JUST ME! GET THAT! YOU'RE JEALOUS IS IT? I THINK YOU'RE JUST MOTHER FUCKING JEALOUS! LET ME RECALL, WHO WERE YOU IN BAND DURING YOUR TIME? HMM... A NOBODY? EVERYONE DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU OR YOUR PRESENCE. I THINK THEY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT YOU EXIST IN THE BAND. OH, SAYING I'M NO GOOD AND LOUSY? EAT THIS, MY PLAYING SKILLS IS FAR WAY BETTER THAT YOU... YOU'LL NEVER MEASURE UP TO MY SKILLS! WHY? BECAUSE I DO NOT INSULT THOSE WHO ARE BETTER THAN ME AND I KNOW WHERE I STAND!

SO SI BEI GUAI LAN! OH. YOU ASKED WHO CHOSE ME AS THE LEADER? YOU'RE PLAIN STUPID. OBVIOUSLY IT WAS THE PREVIOUS BATCH OF LEADERS AND COMMITTEE MEMBERS. INSULTING ME IS ALMOST THE SAME AS INSULTING THEM! THEY DID A GOOD JOB IN LEADING THE BAND AND THEY BELIEVED THAT I CAN DO THE SAME TOO, OR MAYBE A LITTLE BIT MORE. THAT IS WHY I AM THE LEADER NOW!

LIKE HAVE YOU SEEN ME ON THE DANCE FLOOR YET? I DOUBT SO.. THEREFORE, YOU CAN'T COMMENT ON HOW I DANCE... AT LEAST I CAN DANCE.. HOW ABOUT YOU? YOU'RE TOO UGLY TOO DANCE. EVEN BEFORE YOU COULD ENTER THE CLUB, I THINK THEY'LL SUGGEST YOU TO GO HOME AND GET A FACE LIFT OR EITHER COME BACK WITH A PAPER BAG ON YOUR FACE! WELL WELL WELL, AT LEAST I DON'T POST A VIDEO OF ME CLEANING MY ROOM AND SHOW OBSCENCE MOVES! NO SHAME... WHY DON'T WANT SHOW FACE? OH, I KNOW, TOO UGLY WHAT?! HAH!

YES, I MIGHT BE A FLIRT AND ALL, BUT AT LEAST I HAVE PEOPLE AROUND ME. I HAVE A GREAT SOCIAL LIFE IN THIS COLOURFUL CIRCLE OF FRIENDS. I AM A FLIRT, BUT I AM NOT CHEAP AND DESPO LIKE YOU, UGLY MOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE!

YOU CAN FIGHT BACK TO ME ALL YOU WANT. WE ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE. NEXT TIME SEE ME IN PUBLIC COME SETTLE FACE TO FACE LA! I KNOW YOU DON'T DARE! COWARD. I KNOW I DID NOTHING WRONG TO YOU, AND YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO INSULT ME LIKE THIS. COME ON, BE BRAVE AND HAVE A FIST FIGHT.. ALL THIS VERBAL REBUTTALS BY YOU IS SOOOOOOOOOO GIRLY. NOT MY KINDA FIGHT!

2009-06-04T18:04:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 with Denise and Esther today after school at Bishan. Overall, it was great! Simply hilarious! hahaha.... Laughed my ass off the entire movie! :D

After the movie, went back to school for this F1 Grand Pix2009 talk! haha.. Since we're all interested to be part of the logistics in this year's night race... the talk was mainly telling us what will happen there and bla bla bla! Still need to pass their module tests!! =.=' hope i can pass it! LOL!

btw, thanks Gazyle for making that tuna with egg and cheese sandwich!!! Nice nice!!!! :D

2009-06-03T22:46:00.008+08:00

Look, 'NAMEE'.. i've checked your IP! I know who you are! Let me mind my own business can? What have i ever done to you?
NOT GONNA CARE. I KNOW I'VE DID NOTHING WRONG! wee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ok, I'm like soooooooooo in love with 2PM!!! :)

Watch this MV. 'again & again' by 2pm

Park JaeBom!!! :D

his hair is like so freaking cool can???! and he's like the hottest!!! my fav 2PM member :D

2009-05-31T20:49:00.006+08:00

Was out clubbing last nite! argh.... head is still spinning!! :( Haha! Had a great night. Went to Taboo with Kai. Haha.. both of us were like so damn tipsy... I'll still remember when we were in Taboo and we wanted to go down the stairs. aha! Kai almost rolled down, and i almost rolled too! Luckily i was still conscious and able to walk straight! :P Somebody puked a little too much huh? ;)

Then, waited to meet my friend SongHua (no, not the band SongHua!) hahaha... Met him outside Play then walked back to Taboo... Back there, danced with him! :D Enjoyed the moment while we were on the dance floor. Kai was sitting and resting! haha.. while i was getting all dirty dancing with SongHua! :X

Then went upstairs to rest! haha.. erm.. not gonna write the details :D You know what happens when two individuals get a little private time on their own! :X

After that, SongHua was tired and he wanted to go home. So the three of us went off together, took the night rider back to Jurong West. SongHua slept throughout the entire journey back to his place. So, had to look after him while he's asleep. haha.. He drooled while sleeping, and i had to wipe it off! =.='

Oh dear... i can only get to see him after 28th June when he books out.... Can't book out next few weeks due to certain things! Will miss ya, aites? Take care!!!! Miss you! :D

2009-05-24T20:46:00.007+08:00

Attended the ITE Student Achievers Award last Friday! HAHA.. was awarded the Arts Excellence Award(Concert Band) Argh.. Bank, hurry up process the money!!>.<>

2009-05-22T13:52:00.005+08:00

I had fun last night. I mean i enjoyed my night. Cos i got to meet a new friend, and his name is Qi En. A nice guy he is... Sorry you have to wait for me cos the train from Buona Vista was sooooooooo SLOW! >.< And so yeah. We took bus to Taman Jurong Mcdonald's to have our supper. haha. was there till like 11.30pm. Then we walked to Jurong Point! hahaha. yes.. in the middle of the night. He said he wanted to go to NTUC. It was nice walking with him... as we walked and talked crap, he said he wanted to piggy back me!?! I was like, "are you serious?!?" And he was sooooooooo willingly to piggy back me! hahaha.. yeaps. And he really did piggy back me! haha... After that i told him to put me down. Feel so bad wor. Cos just finish eating, scared i fat then too heavy for him to carry wor :X Got people see 2 crazy grown up boys piggy back each other in the middle of the night! haha. And we didn't really care either! :D We had fun, we were happy and that's all that matters. Qi En really dun know how to behave.. Late at nite wor.. people still got eyes! Keep ur hands to yourselves>.<>.< Hugs! :D
oh, thanks for sending me right to my doorstep last nite! sweet wor you! :D
ps. sorry i took your photos without your permission! hehe :X Dun angry wor~

Zhang YaoDong look alike~

miss you already ;(

2009-05-18T17:21:00.004+08:00

I've been feeling very down lately. I can't control my tears.. I mean like who would off his phone for 3 days consecutively? Just where are you? I miss you a lot. Really.. Please don't live me alone. I've no more motivation to live on... Just want you back~

no mood to eat, to enjoy, to study. just want you to get back to me. where are you?

thanks Melvin for hearing me out.

2009-05-17T16:20:00.003+08:00

I miss someone. I long to see you again. Argh....... Just where are you right now?? :(
Can't wait to hold you again... can't wait to kiss you again. I'm really grateful to have known you. You're nice and sincere. I miss you, alot. It was nice spending quality time with you. I wished to climb that tower with you again. Please don't leave me... I miss you, beefcake :(

2009-05-13T21:30:00.003+08:00

haha! you won't believe wad Bee Cheng smsed me! Silly girl! ;)

this is what she said: "Oh. I'm surprised of cos! Haha. I'm not irritated duh :) a cute & handsome guy msg me leh ;) lols."

Hahhaha! I laughed my ass off when i read this! hehe :X

2009-05-12T22:12:00.004+08:00

I'm so into SNSD nowadays!! Im Yoona is so cute!!! *faints*

Check out this MV.. 'Kissing You' so cute wor!!!

Ok, like this is my fav snsd member. Im Yoona!! OMG! She's so cute! My dream girl friend! haha

SHE'S MY IDEAL GIRLFRIEND! hahah.. fyi, Yoona is the first member of SNSD! :)

2009-05-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

And oh.. i miss her already! :( Can't wait to see you on friday, Bee Cheng! Take care!

2009-05-11T21:40:00.003+08:00

I think everyone should see this video! Especially to the society in Singapore. This video really touches me, and I'm sure it has touched the hearts of others who are in the same state as well. It is really heart warming. (ps. watch is HQ please!)

I hope this campaign will be a success. Everyone, we gotta support this! Let's not criticise people who are different. As the video said, "Sexuality is only a small part of a person!" I am soooooooo touched! I wanna attend this campaign... Let's stand up for our rights! And show those homo phobics that even homosexuals are normal.. there's nothing wrong. Those who wanna attend this campaign buzz me... I wanna go!! HHAHAH and make the pink dot:)

2009-05-11T20:11:00.002+08:00

I am so moving on! To you, who have been so great to me for the past week, thank you! I appreciate it! But i guess life must just move on. Well, at least you made my life colourful! Don't worry... we're still friends:)

I guess there's not much hope between us.. and you were right! I can't stick to one. Sigh~ Hence, I'm gonna meet more new people! Oh, beefcake gonna fetch me from school on Wednesday! Yay! :)
Hahah!!! Can't wait to feast on you! haha~

And i think i have to postpone or bring forward my outing to the Zoo with TianShun! Haha! Sorry ya... i have a common test on the 9th! We'll find a date soon, piggy! Yeah! Must meet before your enlistment date!! Hahah!

2009-05-06T12:27:00.003+08:00

Ok, like I'm so freaking pissed right now! Now I know how childish secondary school kids can be! Like whatever ok?! *click here to find out!* See the tagboard! It's so amusing to see how childish people can be. Using my name to spam other people's blog? Like hello! You picked the wrong name, ass hole! And if you, the spammer, is reading this, get a life ok?! What so fun about spamming people's blog? If you're discontented with me, you can come and spam my tagboard here! But you don't have to spam Brandon's blog! Leave that poor little boy alone! What has he ever done to you? Oh, and you said you're a bandsmen huh spammer? Well, like i told you, you chose the wrong name! Using an ex-member's name! If i ever get to know who you really are... watch out! Your life in band would be HELL! You're just plain stupid! Never think about the consequences for your act! Really... you're stupid! And please stop harrassing Brandon! Like him?? Too bad then... He's taken. And he's happy with his other half! So, you just give up and go to hell whoever you are 'junior'!

2009-04-28T10:19:00.005+08:00

Life has been so great to me! Never have i felt this way! Why? Cos I'm freaking single:) Yes... Screw those jerks~ Hmm.. i'm single now. Which makes me a slut back?! Nah. Not gonna be the old me again. Met someone rather special on Sunday evening. And that person made me realize my mistakes in the past. Is that someone really for me? I really do not know. :( Thank you for spending my sunday evening with me. It was really worth while. Take good care when you go for your reservist.

This week, i have to meet some people. There's this air force fella. Nice man he is. And this stud who stays in Bishan. Wants to meet me after school someday. Hahah! But just to know them and be friends la. Wee~ More friends! :)

And i'm still not happy with Chen Hanwei for getting the best actor award! wth=.='
Joanne Peh, congrats! :)

2009-04-22T02:26:00.013+08:00

Ah!!!! i've spotted my fav super junior!! Presenting................. Siwon!!! :)

Why I'm head over heels with him?? Cos he resembles somebody! Yes!!!! Look alike wor! Baby, i love you still, dun worry! haha!

More of him!!

*killer pic! FAINTS*

Another killer pic! :P

Choi Siwon, the greatest! And really resembles you! Baby, like i've said i love you still! Dun worry! Siwon is just an idol! But really... look alike wor!?!?!

This pic you both really look alike! ROFL!

2009-04-21T18:29:00.004+08:00

Baby, sorry! I feel so bad wor!!!! Really a thousand apologies, from the bottom of my heart! To tell you the truth, i was pretty upset when your parents confiscated your phone. Cos it'll be hard for us to communicate. I miss your voice la! Like seriously )=

You know, how i wish i can sing to you '8282' by Davichi to you right now... yes.. the chorus~

Baby, i love you still.. Saranghae... Please forgive me.

2009-04-20T19:55:00.004+08:00

Hahah! i'm so addicted to SUPER JUNIOR!!!! They're like so effing cool can? I wanna dance along with them!!! They are so cool!!! *faints*

Sorry,Sorry- Super Junior
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega munjuh
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Noonee booshuh booshuh booshuh
Soomee makhyuh makhyuh makhyuh
Naega micheo micheo baby

Baraboneun noonbit sokeh
Noonbit sokkeh naneun machi
Naneun micheo mwuheh holin nom
Eejen busuhnajido mothae
Guluhohneun nuheh moseup
Nuheh moseup nuhnen machi
Nae shimjangeul balbgo watnabwah
Eejen busuhnajido mothae

Uhdeel gana dangdanghageh
Ootneun nuhneun maeryukjuk
Chakhan yeoja ilshikeeran
Saenggakdeuleun bopyunjuk
Dohdohageh guhchim ubgae
Jungmahl nuhneun hwansangjuk
Dohleekeel soo ubseulmankeum
Naegae bbajuh buhryuseo

Repeat Chorus

Hey girl girl girl girl girl girl girl
Noonmanddeumyun ni saenggak Hey girl
Janakkehnah sashil nuh hana bakeh ahnboyuh
Mahlhaebwah ni mameh naega
Mahlhaebwah jari jabatneunji
Mahlhaejo naegeh mahlhaejo
Naneun babo babo babo

Joobyun saramdeuleun malhhae
Naega nuhmoo jukgeukjuk
Ee saesahngeh geurun saram
Uhdee handooleenyahgo
Geuguhl molla geunyuhl molla
Shigihamyuh haneun mahl
Naegae boorupdamyun geugun
Geudaedeulee geeneun guh

Repeat Chorus
Let’s dance dance dance dance (x3)

Hey eejen geuman naegae wahjooleh
Jungmahl michil gutman gatah yeah
Nan neoman saranghago shippo
Juhldeh dashi hanoon pahl saenggak ubseo hey

Aeineerakiboda chingookateun
Naega dwehgo shippeo
Neoeh modeun gomin seulpeum
Hahmkkeh ganjeekhagopa
Dashi ubseul mankeum mankeum
Nuhruhl nuhmoo saranghae
Naega bahran saram niga baro geu
that that that girl

Repeat Chorus

2009-04-20T17:38:00.004+08:00

argh~~~~~~~~ I'm obsessed with Super Junior!!! Should listen to 'Sorry,Sorry' by them! Super nice! I'm learning that song now :) Hhahha! Oh, and one of them look like *ehem ehem* Yes! Really look alike!!!!!!! Baby, saranghae!

click here to listen!

Just received a phone call from a company! I was told that i was short listed to work in their marketing department! like wth?! I just had a 6 months course on marketing. Dun think it's enough lor! hahahah

I love SUPER JUNIOR! :)

2009-04-16T21:39:00.003+08:00

Wow! It has been awhile since i last blogged. Been very busy lately. School has just started, and my life is temporarily in a mess right now :(

Back to single hood. Something happened between Baby and me. haha.. we're not together but we still call each other Baby... how sweet is that? SARANGHAE!!!

I love this semester's time table :) Oh, and i think some of the year ones' in ITE Bishan are bringing down the school name... They don't seemed to have any class at all! HAHHA!

Baby, i love you still! How??

ps. i need a bassoon reed, badly~

2009-04-08T18:21:00.003+08:00

Finally, the SYF Central Judging for Secondary School Bands is over! Congrats to all schools for getting your desired medals. And there is always next SYF, so you guys can do better and prove to everyone!

Here are the results: (in order of appearance)

First Toa Payoh - Bronze
Fuhua - Silver
Evergreen - Silver
St. Anthony Canossian - Silver
St. Gabriel's - Gold
Chestnut Drive - Bronze
Woodlands Ring - Silver
Bukit Batok - Silver
Holy Innocent's High- Silver
Pei Hwa - Silver
CHIJ Toa Payoh - Gold
Woodlands - Silver
East Spring - Silver
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian - Silver
Serangoon Gardens - Silver
Regent - Gold
Bedok View - Bronze
Hong Kah - Bronze

CHIJ St. Nicholas - Gold with Honours
Damai - Silver
Greenridge - Bronze
Christ Church - Bronze
North View - Bronze
Changkat Changi - Silver
Punggol - Bronze
Presbytarian High- Bronze
Hougang - Gold
Ang Mo Kio - Gold
Macpherson - Bronze
Serangoon - Bronze
Si Ling - Bronze
Gan Eng Seng - Bronze
Shuqun - Silver
New Town - Bronze
Anglo Chinese (I) - Gold with Honours
Deyi - Silver
Peirce - Silver
Chua Chu Kang - Silver

Tanglin - Bronze
St. Hilda's - Silver
Geylang Methodist - Silver
Guanyang - Silver
Westwood - Silver
Fairfield Methodist - Gold
Xin Min - Gold with Honours
Fajar - Silver
Bedok Town - Bronze
Hua Yi - Silver
Tanjong Katong Girl's - Gold with Honours
Chai Chee - Certificate of Participation
Raffles Girl's - Silver
Nan Hua - Silver
Catholic High - Gold with Honours
Sembawang - Silver
Nan Chiau High - Silver
Sengkang - Silver
CHIJ St. Teresa - Bronze
Northland - Bronze

St. Joseph's Instituition - Gold with Honours
Anderson - Gold
Canberra - Certificate of Participation
Marsiling - Gold
Chung Cheng (Yishun) - Gold
North Brooks - Bronze
Queensway - Bronze
Singapore Chinese Girl's - Gold
Bowen - Silver
St. Andrew's School - Gold with Honours
Jurong West - Silver
Bedok North - Silver
Yuan Ching - Bronze
Junyuan - Certificate of Participation
Assumption English - Silver
Compassvale - Silver
Coral - Gold
Pasir Ris Crest - Silver
Balestier Hill - Bronze
Loyang - Silver

Greenview - Bronze
Yuhua- Gold
CHIJ St. Joseph's - Silver
Jurong - Silver
Bishan Park - Silver
Yishun - Bronze
Bedok Green - Silver
Hwa Chong High - Gold with Honours
Jurong Ville - Silver
East View - Silver
Hai Sing Catholic - Silver
Teck Whye- Bronze
Cedar Girl's - Silver
Montfort - Bronze
Kranji - Silver
Zhonghua - Silver
Nanyang Girl's High - Silver
Dunman High - Silver
Dunman - Silver

Beatty - Silver
Orchid Park -Silver
Mayflower - Silver
Woodgrove - Silver
Tampines - Gold
Commonwealth - Silver
Anglican High - Silver
Ngee Ann - Bronze
Swiss Cottage - Silver
Bukit View - Bronze
Boon Lay - Silver
Henderson - Silver
Tanjong Katong - Gold
Admiralty - Silver
Bukit Merah- Bronze
Anglo Chinese (Barker) - Silver
Clementi Town - Silver
Juying- Bronze

Ahmad Ibrahim - Bronze
Outram - Bronze
Bendemeer - Silver
Crescent Girl's - Silver
Queenstown - Bronze
Riverside - Silver
Yuying - Gold
Dunearn - Silver
Victoria School - Gold
Yio Chu Kang - Gold
Pasir Ris - Silver
Mansjuri - Bronze
Siglap - Silver
Broadrick - Certificate of Participation
Zhenghua - Gold
North Vista - Bronze
Clementi Woods - Bronze
Whitley - Silver
St. Patrick's School - Gold with Honours

Fuchun - Bronze
Bartley -Bronze
Pei Cai - Bronze
River Valley - Silver
Chong Boon- Silver
Yishun Town- Silver
Chung Cheng (Main) - Silver
Bedok South - Bronze
Hillgrove - Bronze
Maris Stella High - Gold
Ping Yi - Silver
Temasek - Silver
Raffles Instituition - Silver
Paya Lebar Methodist Girl's - Silver
St Margaret's - Gold
Unity - Silver
Kent Ridge - Bronze

In conclusion, this year's SYF is truly unpredictable! I do not know what the adjudicators are looking for?! Oh, it's over~ All the best to the Junior College/Centralised Institute category:) Well done to all participating schools and band directors for your hard work and commitment, regardless of what medals you guys have achieved:)

2009-04-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Tanjong Katong Girls' School Band for getting that Gold with Honours!! Well done!!! You girls deserve it^^

My dearest juniors!!! I'm really nervous for you guys! Like totally, I'm having the chills ok?! We're left with only a day! So, please take care of yourselves and don't fall sick! Make Ms.Chan proud, make your ex-members proud! You guy can do it! Do it once, do it good! :D

Oh, just checked my exams results today! Oh my God, I'm so disappointed!:( 2 B's and 1 A! And my GPA dropped from 3.68 to 3.45! I guess this is a wake up call for me. No more skipping lessons! I will work damn hard this coming semester! I'm going to 2nd year!!! More projects and tougher modules! Plus, i need to balance on my CCA too. It's hard when you have the whole band on your shoulders:( But I know, I'm Fian! I will work hard cos I'm very determined to achieve what I have been aiming for!

Yah!!!! *AJA AJA FIGHTING!*

2009-03-31T12:56:00.027+08:00

My 19th

It was the 30th March yesterday. It marks the first day of SYF central judging for Concert Bands 2009! All the best to schools who are participating and congrats to those who achieved their desired medals! Was there with mates from ITE band. Met at Tanjong Pagar MRT pretty early! So, we watched the competition. Was pretty impressed with Regent Sec though!

After the whole thing, spent time with animal loves! We ate at Marina Square, then headed down to Esplanade Roof top! Anyways, it was my birthday yesterday! Thank you to all who wished me regardless of what medium you've sent your wishes! Sorry if i did not reply your text messages. I received it, and thanks a lot! Thanks dearest animals for all the gifts! Here are some pics, thanks Joanna!

Making a wish~ cant tell!

And they had to feed the 'princess'! LOL~

Received this from Kai! Thanks eh?!?!

Thanks fellow animals:)

Bumped into Nat Ho and Michelle Chia! So, grabbed that chance and took picture with them!

Shook hands with Nat Ho, and he wished me Happy Birthday!! OMG!! Oh, and Michelle is very friendly^^

~Once again, thank you everyone! It was a memorable 19th for me. LOVES:)

2009-03-29T16:48:00.003+08:00

Today's the 29th March... and 3 of my friends are celebrating their birthday today!

I would like to wish happy birthday to the following people:)

-Jasen How (Sparkswinds)

-Hui Liong (ITE Concert Band)

-Ling Mei (SWSY)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

oh, i left out one thing from my wish list (refer to the post before this) HAHA! wanna know wad's that? It's somehow selfish and pure bitchy luhs~

What i truly want for my birthday is for him and her to break up:) Yes, end their relationship. Cos he's too young to be in such a state. And i want him to focus on his studies instead of her. Well, hate me for all you want... but i'm being wise here... Am i right?

2009-03-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

PRESENTING MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST! (i'm not hinting ok?!??!)
these are wants (needs that are backed by purchasing power! -'A' for Marketing pls!!)

-BASSOON REED (ok, exception.. this is a need, not a want!)

- RC PRESTIGE Bb BASS CLARINET (LOW C)
- NEW BAG!!!
- NEW WALLET
- YOU! (=
- TRIP TO KOREA TO SEE GIRL'S GENERATION
- OVERSEAS TRIP WITH FELLOW ANIMALS! (Taipei PLEASE!!!!!)
- ELVIN NG/JULIAN HEE TO SEND ME A BOUQUET OF FLOWER AND A BIRTHDAY CAKE! =X (strawberry shortcake to be exact!)
-MORE TOPS?? (shirts la! wad u thinking?? )
-BIRTHDAY HUGS & KISSES FROM ALL THE GIRLS FROM GIRLS' GENERATION! (maybe from Elvin Ng/Julian Hee too =X)

hah.. i'm turning 19 soon!! Like, it's such a big number for me! How i wish i was 18 all the while. I dun wanna get to 19, cos a year after that, i'll be 20! GOSH! NO LONGER A TEEN! MUST BE LIKE AN ADULT ALREADY!

2009-03-24T13:19:00.004+08:00

Ok, im like so addicted with my blog song!!!! LOL

The song is so damn catchy luhs!! And the dance is so cute. Oh, noticed that guy inside the MV? meimei!! :)

Ugh, I dunno wad's wrong with my bassoon!!! It's either the instrument, the reed or me?!?! I can't play my LOW LOW Bb!!! And my LOW LOW B is so hard to come out! I suspect it's my reed..... Ugh. Must buy new bassoon reed. Bassoon reed so expensive can? Sian~

2009-03-23T21:03:00.003+08:00

Ok, just changed my blog song! (again)
Gee by Girls' Generation. Saw them at some TV show, KBS World (channel 173) The song is damn catchy and cute... and all of them so damn chio can??? lol!

Gee-Girls' Generation

Aha Listen Boy
My First Love Story
My Angel
And My Girls
My Sunshine
Oh Oh let’s go

Neomu Neomu Meotjyeo Nuni Nuni Pusyeo
Sumeul Moshigeso Tteollineun-keol
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

oh Neomu Pukkeureoweo Chyeodabol Su Eopseo
Sarang-eh Ppajyeosseo Sujubeun Keol
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

(Eotteoke Hajyo) Eotteokajyo
(Teollineun Naneun) Tteollineun Naneunyo
(Tugeun x4) Tugeun Tugeun Keoryeo Pame Chamdo Monirujyo
Naneun Naneun Pabon-gabwayo
Keudae Keudae Pakke Moreuneun
Pabo Keuraeyo Keudae Poneun Nal

Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)

oh Neomu Neomu Yeppeo Mami Neomu Yeppeo
Cheot Nuneh Panaeseo Kkok Chibeungeol
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

Neomuna Tteugeoweo Manchil Suga Eopseo
Sarang-i Twiboryeo Hukkeunan Geol
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

(Eojjeomyeom Chowa) Eojjeomyeon Chowayo
(Sujubeun Naneun) Sujubeun Naneun-yo
(Molla x4) Molla Molla Hamyeo Maeil Keudaeman Keurijyo

Chinan Chin-gudeureun Mal-hajyo
Cheongmal Neoneun Cheongmal Momallyeo
Pabo Hajiman Keudael Poneun Na

Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)

Maldo Motaeneun Geol Neomu Pukkeureoweo Haneun Na
Yonkkiga Eopneun Keolkka Eotteokaeya Cho-eun Keolkka
Tugeun Tugeun Mam Chorimyeo Parapogo Inneun Na

Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
(Nuni Pusyeo~)

Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh (Tteolyeowa)
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee (Tteolyeowa)
oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)

2009-03-22T15:27:00.002+08:00

I was asked, "Do you have tuner?"

Then I answered, "Sorry, I don't"

I was then showed that pitiful face, and that cute little eyes...

I actually said 'No' to that cute little eyes.

Oh my God, you're so cute! Kill me please!

~ugh~

oh, someone wore party tank today... Why hide it under your jacket? And wow, you're getting tanned. HOT!

Hmm... hello there 'Scottish Boy. Welcome. heheh... (only Faz knows who is the Scottish boy~) haha!!!

2009-03-21T21:45:00.004+08:00

Ok, i'm a noobshit! Fine.... you seemed so happy with her.. i'm proud yet disgusted. I think we all feel the same way, Boy. No offence to you girl, but it's good that you have him now.

I miss those days la, like seriously... How close we were back then~ I miss giving you a pat on the head, and to just hold you.

I miss walking you home and sending you frequent smses. Remember our daily smses when we wished 'good night, sweet dreams, sleep tight, Hugs&Kisses ' almost every single night?

I miss buying you chocolates, even though it was not a special occasion... Buying you those chocolates out of my own accord was a way for me to show you how sincere I was to you back then.

I miss the feeling when our skin get in contact. Your smooth young skin.

How i wish i could turn back the clock and experience these all over again. But too bad, you already have her. I'm happy for you, cos you're happy with her.

And please do take note that I feel extremely uncomfortable with you by my side when she's right there infront of us. No point showing me sympathy, cos by the end of the day, you're her's and not mine to hold on to forever.

ps. i can still write out on how we first met exactly.. I won't forget that. I hope you don't.

2009-03-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

He needs a saxophone reed case.

So poor thing.

A Baritone reed case to be exact.

How i wish i could be of any help.

He sounds so desperate.

Poor little boy;(

2009-03-17T20:06:00.002+08:00

Think I better be alone for the time being.

Just wanna be alone.

I'd rather be alone then to get hurt over and over again.

Love me, myself and I.

2009-03-16T17:37:00.005+08:00

HEADACHE!

Like oh my effing God! I actually went to Zirca last night! Holy shit! Spent the night dancing on the dance floor from midnight till like 4?? My legs are like so exhausted and my ear drums are like gonna burst! So many *** :) hahha.. Was dancing like a slut all night long, when suddenly Timothy Keegan Aw (he's famous in FB) touched me in the chin and grabbed me. He talked to Su and me. haha.. I danced a little with Timothy! hha. omg *faints* He was like so drunk la??!! hahaha.. Can you imagine?? A topless hunk just grabbed you and you danced with him??! hahaha.. LOL! Love his hair though, it's so freaking awesome!! HhhA.... Saw tooooooooo many familiar faces. One cute guy came up to me and asked if my name was Anthony. I was like what? no?!! haha... He reminds me of Zavier.. really look alike! hahaha:)

2009-03-13T22:05:00.012+08:00

WONDER GIRLS
I'm think i'm in love with Wonder Girls! (baby, i still love you though! you're my one and only!!) Been listening to Wonder Girls lately these few days. Ugh!!!! I wanna learn how to speak Korean so i can sing their songs fluently! haha :)

Was upset abit. Was actually chatting with Brian halfway when suddenly he had mood swings. It scares me, like seriously. Dunno why, but i guess it was me who made him pissed! Sorry Brian Teo :(

Oh, Baby... i'm waiting for you le. Hurry eat your dinner and chat over the phone k? Saranghae!

*She's my most fav Wonder girl!* so cute!!! :)

Wonder Girls, you're cool! Rock on!

you know you love us, xoxo WONDER GIRLS!

oh, i had this feeling when i got home in the bus just now.. A feeling that Xavier was in the bus, when i was about to alight i heard someone called my name. I looked up, and yes.. it was that silly boy Xavier... weird~ ps, Joanna, im not flirting with your junior hor! haha :)

2009-03-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

haha.. was bored.. talked to baby online. Baby asked me watch this.. cos Baby know i like wonder girls... got one sooooooo chio.. true.. even i think she's damn chio! omg.. *FAINTS*

2009-03-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

PURE BOREDOM

omg.. i'm like so freaking bored. Some people are just all talk, and no action. You're killing me with boredom... i need some action~ Sigh.... oh i see you have A level cert? Qualified for local U? I doubt so. Even so, you are a JC student. You're like suppposed to be more matured? So what if you're from JC? What rights does it give you to look down at ITE students? Looks like ITE students are way mature and smarter than some JC students (don't wanna say 'all', cos i have many JC friends who are way SENSIBLE)

Not happy with me? Calling me a tranny? Oh, whatever... if im not good looking, i wouldn't be attached to a foreigner who's fucking hot right now~ You must be blind, i have manly facial features. Just look at my jaw bone. It's fucking well defined... oh.. boring. Not happy with me, next time see me in the streets splash my face with acid! I dare you. I'm not afraid! Dun dare? I know.. cos you guys are plain COWARDS! Only wanna vent your anger on me here... and dun wanna show to me your faces! Oh shit! I forgot, you guys are way fucking ugly:)

Wee~ Baby i love you. How you wish you can punch their faces too right? Like omg la! Wanna cyber bully also pick the wrong victim! Call them stupid or wad? hahha:) Baby, saranghae! *sings 'NOBODY'* ;)

2009-03-09T18:46:00.017+08:00

Went to Bugis yesterday with loves<3 Joanna, Kai, Faz and Padi~ hearts you guys:) Had our lunch at Zam Zam.. was pretty pissed by this typical malay family though... "stole" our table, still got guts to gossip about us. Why? Can't a bunch of cute young adults have lunch there too? KNS! Your whole family will get food poisoning i hope:) After lunch, went to study and slacked at National Library. Faz & Padi went off first, after that the 3 animals went to Marina for dinner and then off for our cam whoring session!:) Oh, and i think i'm starting to be a cam whore! gosh :/

*remind you of anyone?*:)

I'm just curious.. why some people are just plain childish? Heh, whatever ok.... call your friend come tag me... outnumbered.. that's why~ I so like just blocked their IP:) if they come here tag me again, then i will just keep blocking i guess till they give up. Ok, i'm so gonna win this so called i-hate-you-hate-me game. I'm so lucky to be raised in a better band as you. So what you Gold with Honours? Your playing is so terrible. It's horrendous. Can't even play the Seventh Night of July solo properly... cos you're lousy~ oops:X And oh my god, he called his friend.. some ugly slut named Wendy i guess to tag me~ hahaha.. funny. She actually thought i failed my O's and i got a F9 for one of my subs?? omg... I passed my O's luh... remember guys, cos i wasn't offered any business courses in poly? Only media studies were offered. I rejected and i chose to study business in ITE first. haha. I bet you he didn't even have a fucking O-level cert:) Thick skin indeed... still wanna test my intelligence.. I'm sure you all agree that I'm better looking than him:) Well, at least my teeth is properly aligned! How about yours? :( Can't wait to punch those 2 ass holes.. then we'll see who's the girly boy ok? *be warned*

oh baby you're sooooooo very sweet. ILY. sarang hae~

2009-03-07T08:14:00.005+08:00

TO 'THE SOCIETY'

Like I've said, this is my blog.... I'm entitled to every say here! So, what's your freaking problem? Poor vocab? If so, would i have gotten a B3 for my O level English? How about you?? Oh, i think you don't even have a O level cert... you're not even qualified since the day you were born!

Listen, i know who you are... i think we all do... If you have any dissatisfaction with me, come up to my face and sort it out! Dun make me mention in my blog who you really are ok? you're no better?! OMG... you're so freaking ugly....and my, check out your buck teeth!! haha.. it reminds me like the MRT gap! gosh.. you're just ugly and disgusting.. admit it, loser!

hmm... you're not smart and yet you wanna start a fight with me? gosh... are you dumb or what? By the end of the day, I'll still be smarter, better looking and accomplish more things than you! Therefore, i advise you to put up the white flag and move on to your pathethic life~

All the best in life, (which you would never succeed) and next time if you wanna pick a fight with someone, compare your intelligence level with them... cos i know i'm way smarter than you~

stupid ugly aj! please, do a favour and be straight! you dun deserve to be one of us! ji bai!

2009-03-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

I'm so addicted to this song by wonder girl!!!! Thanks to RaeWon luhs!! haha... It's nice.. and the MV is nice too!!! LOVES:) Readers, enjoy.... Nobody, by Wondergirl:)

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan sirheunde wae nal mireonaeryeogo hani jakku naemareun deutji anko
wae ireoke dareun namjaege nal bonaeryeo hani eotteoke ireoni

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
ijen geumanhae neon nareul aljanha wae wonhajido annneungeol gangyohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

nan joheunde nan haengbokhande neoman isseumyeon dwae deo baralge eomneunde
nugul mannaseo haengbokharan geoya nan neol tteonaseo haengbokhal su eobseo

nal wihae geureotan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geu mal
mari an doeneun mariran geol wae molla niga eobsi eotteoke haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
naneun jeongmal niga animyeon niga animyeon sirtan mallya a~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

RAP)
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
wae jakku nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody
Nobody nobody but you

I want nobody but you, baby!!! ILY<3

2009-03-03T18:45:00.003+08:00

I was pretty happy yesterday... and i'll always remember 2nd march 2009(apart from being my older bro's b'day) cos yesterday was the very first time i held and played a CONTRABASS CLARINET! like omg la!!!! Ms.Chan actually bought that beast!!! I'm so loving it.... I wanna play it again!!!

I really can't believe it that i actually blew this beast!!!! It's like taller than me? About 4 feet i guess this instrument! I so wanna play this for Sparkswinds la!!! My two juniors.. you two better work hard and train your diaphragm if you girls wanna play this ok? JIA YOU!!! :)

2009-03-01T18:48:00.018+08:00

Enjoyed my Saturday<3 After band, headed down to town(my, long time never go town!) to and had lunch(never really eat though, was feeling kinda sick). Then, Joanna, Kai and me went to Cathay to catch the movie MY BLOODY VALENTINE in 3D!Koonie was with friend( she watched manhunt @ Heeren *jealous*) haha..

Ok, like you guys must sooooooo watch this movie! I screamed like a pussy la! Joanna and kai were frightened too! haha:) my body keep jerking luh. we sat in the first row ok? imagine all the 3D effects! knn! scary luhs! worth the $13.00/-

2009-02-26T18:20:00.003+08:00

IP 220.255.7.228

im like so freaking pissed la! this mother fucker tagged me and wrote indecent stuffs about me! like whatever! i will soooooooo trace your mother fucking IP and kick your face till you look like your mother's ji bai! KNN! not happy with me come tell me of personally ok! dun have to go around tag such irrelevant stuffs about me!

Let me tell you something, you are damn fucking stupid la! low life mother fucker! not happy? come fight la! i may be wadever you call me, but i can kick ur face till look like your mother's ji bai! or even your grand mother's?! fuck la you mother fucker! whether you're a male or female, i still mother fucking hate your guts! coward! ass hole. mother fucker. your face look like ji bai already la! if i kick your face later, it will look like as if your face has cervical cancer! you shall die and rot in hell you mother fucking ass hole.

ji bai ji bai ji bai! ur genitalia is so fucking smelly that no one wants to have SEX with you! i swear you will be deprived of sex and be virgin all your life, and that makes u a mother fucking loser like you are already now! fucking ji bai! i hate you... we hate you. not happy? meet me someday la! we see who's face look like ji bai at the end of the day! mother fucker ji bai ass hole! bleah!!! feel like killing me? kill la! i have spies everywhere... im protected. my life is way better than your's.

even if you kill me, i would not die a virgin like you. you're a mother fucking loser.. just accept it.. before you go around disturbing people, look at yourself first ok? you're not that perfect either. i may not be perfect too... but i dun go around make fun of people's lives. and im not a JI BAI face like you. you ji bai. i like calling you ji bai whoever you are! feels sooooooooo mother fucking nice la! cos you are a ji bai! if i happen to know who you are someday, i will sooooo call you ji bai infront of everyone's else. let me tell you something ji bai, I'm Fian Fazlie Bonali! you can make me a fool here, but in the real world, im the crazy bitch here! so just get your ji bai face outta my way. ji bai face!

i may be a slut, or a whore. but im not a ji bai like you. i have people around me who care and love me... and i dun have a ji bai attitude like you! YOU ARE A JI BAI! omg.. i can sooooo go on and on to call you ji bai. cos it feels sooo mother fucking good. you ji bai! knn! mother fucking, grand mother fucking ji bai ass hole! bleah! :P

come give me a bitch slap if u dare! im waiting! fucking ji bai! im not scared of ur ji bai life!

2009-02-19T17:47:00.005+08:00

Readers, like you guys have to watch this video. It was for my marketing project. We had to like do an advertisement on DermaNano, a skin care product which will be launching in Singapore's market real soon:) My face was soooooooooo funny! Gazel, Goldie, C.K and Desmond were in the video too. Celeste our producer. haha:) Enjoy! oh, watch out for C.K's part when he says, "DermaNano, it's my choice..." Damn funny luhs~

2009-02-17T22:09:00.020+08:00

Valentine's day was fun, spent time with loves from ITE Band. Headed down to Marina Barrage.. my my, the place was sooooooooo crowded. A lot of couples (all kinds!:X) were dating. Took nice pics. Well, let the pictures do the talking~

we started to cam whore!

SLUTS of the year.

"sundal" =.='

whore & slut (Blair & Serena)

taken on a Polaroid!^^

ITE BAND President gone WILD!

2009-02-09T11:35:00.003+08:00

ok, like i'm in love by this song by Ken Hirai! meimei!

Love Love Love - Ken Hirai<3
Love Love Love kono mune ni
Love Love Love umare tara
hurueru yubi de koe de tsudae naka
Love Love Love afuredasu
Love Love Love hadaka no kotoba dake
Tsurete yuku yo todoke yo u kono uta wo

Hukuro ni tsumete mo
Huta de kakushite mo
Aitai kimochi wa heranai
Dokidokitte yatsu ga
Boku no mune no doa
Hataki hazimeteru

Terebi wo tsukete mo
Zasshi wo mite temo
Gohun ni ichido wo kimi no koto
Tokimekitte yatsu ga
Boku no mune no oku
Katte ni abareteru

imanara osoku wa nai
riyuu wa doudemo ii
yume de au sono mae ni
koe wo kikasete

Love Love Love te no hirani
Love Love Love kanzi tara
Ima sugu sono nukumori tsutae naka
Love Love Love afuredasu
Love Love Love zyuwaki kara
Kikoeru kimi no koe ni kasane yo u
Kono koe wo

Kimi no sukina mono
Zyunban ni narabe te
Risuto wo tsukutte mita toshite
Boku no namae ga moshimo atta nara
Ittai nanbanme darou

Kokoro ga hodoketeiku
Sono koe ni yori sotte
Kono syunkan kanziru subete no kimi wo kikasete

Hohoemi ga namida ni naranu youni
Sukina mono wa sukida toieru youni
Ashita ni ma ni au youni
Sou mainichi no naka de
Sukoshizutsu te ni shite yuku mono

Sore wa Love Love Love yasashisa mo
Love Love Love samishisa mo
kimi ni deai hazimete wakatta yo
Love Love Love kono mune ni
Love Love Love umaretara
Hurueru yubi de koe de tsutae yo u todoke yo u

Love Love Love kono mune ni
Love umaretara hurueru yubi de koe de tsutaenaka
Love Love Love afure dasu
Love Love Love hadaka no kokoro dake
Tsurete yuku yo todoke yo u kono uta wo

Todoke yo u kono koe wo
Love Love Love

2009-02-04T18:25:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i really wonder... whether my friends are really friends? is it just me or what? am i really that oblivious? am i invisible? there they are out enjoying themselves, while i'm all cooped up at home... i do not get invitations to hang out during the weekdays or what. i really like hanging out with friends, cos my dear is always working. so, getting to meet my dear is already a luxury to me... what else are hangouts with dear friends?

~miserable

2009-02-04T16:32:00.004+08:00

Another birthday today!!!

Happy 21st birthday Jason! omg, so fast you 21 already. The first time we met you were like 18, and i was only 16? =.=' All the best in life, and you're gonna ORD soon!!! yeepee... 9th Feb!! Cool! We should soooooooooo meet up soon, bro! Take care, and happy birthday!~

2009-02-03T17:17:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st birthday Brian Teo!!! Nice knowing you... All the best in life! Find gf soon ok? LOL. you're like 21!! haha ;)

2009-02-01T10:48:00.023+08:00

Cosplay Challenge 2009 was held yesterday at the Singapore Discovery Centre. It was uber cool! SWSY was there to put up a mini performance. Played nice pieces like Overture from Kingdom Hearts, Mononoke Hime Medley, Inuyasha, Final Fantasy Xtravaganza and the Ponyo Theme. Took a lot of nice pics:)

And we started cam whoring! :P

nope, this isnt a catfight.

SWSY clarinets~

SWSY lower winds!!! Dun mess with us! :)

Clarinets.. wee~

2009-01-28T21:57:00.003+08:00

Spotted on MSN Instant Messaging, B gave his cell number to Slutty Boy. And he is so gonna text B when he's bored. B, watch out!

You know you love me.
XOXO Gossip Bitch~

2009-01-25T09:41:00.013+08:00

Had band practice yesterday at College East. It was my first day sit in as a Bassoon player! omg... I'm so lousy... really need to work hard!! sigh~ We sight read some pieces. Boring luh.. All of us were like so rusty! :X Took a lot of pics! Thanks to Joanna ^^ After band, we headed down to Bugis to have our lunch at Tong Seng. The chicken rice, 好吃!!! Then we walked walked (not wok-wok) :X around and went to Marina Barrage to slack and chill!

Omg, love being pat by you virtually.. haha.. if only it was real.. sigh. hahah!!! ^^ 我爱你. Anyways, it's New Year tomorrow!!! Happy new year everyone!!! Enjoy your holidays! Collect more hong bao ok? hehehe... 新年愉快 ^^

2009-01-21T20:28:00.002+08:00

Wow, we're like chatting on msn almost every day:) You're real nice to talk to. You know how to make me feel better once I'm down. I'm really happy when i start talking to you. And you know that I'm like flirting with you~ How i wish i could give you one big hug and won't let you go! haha.. you're so sweet! You're my sweet strawberry sundae!!!!! muacks! hahah. B****<3

2009-01-20T19:44:00.020+08:00

Sparks VII was a blast!~ Thank to all my friends who came down to support us. Nicest Sparks Concert I've ever had! Finally, Sparks concert over! Another concert coming up this month! 31st Jan at Discovery Centre. For some Cosplay Club event... Dear readers, Sparkswinds' concert at Esplanade (Beautiful Sunday) is this June! Will update you once again:) Anyways, here are the pics!

Thanks for coming down ITE Band peeps! You're loved!

The 3 Animals~

Thanks Jon for coming!

ITE Concert Band! Loved;)

Kuku Lion Jo & Me, Camel=.='

Me & Sheena

Bitchy Me & Bitchy Padi

Me &Faz (She likes my PRESTIGE)

Me & Shahidah Tikooooos

Koonie(Smelling Cat) & Me

4 Animals!

Huiru & Me

Farah & Me

Wei Ting, XinHui(Chairman), me & Yvonne

Sparks VII Clarinet Section

Thanks for coming ya?! See you both on sundays! haha

Ok, I think I'm progressing fast on my Bassoon! But still,  not as good when i play my clarinet! hahaha. Can read bass clef, but a bit too slow i guess. And still have yet to memorize all the fingerings, keep forgetting some of them! I can do it! I will be able to play the Bassoon as smoothly.. haha.. 

Oh, Brian is real nice to talk to! Like omg, we talked crap luhs.. he's sweet! :) Happy mugging Boy!! haaha.. all the best for your test tmr! hahaha.. I'm behind you! Gosh!! I sound like his **. we're just mere friends la! haha omg.. you're so nice luh.. so sweet... like a strawberry sundae! OMG! :) All the best for your test! Good luck!! you can do it! Jia you!!! hugs:)